I don’t know how many times I’ve promised to become better at this blogging thing. Life just keeps getting in the way.
If you’ve been following this blog and me for a while, you know that I have mental health issues. Basically, life is a rollercoaster. And not one of those fun ones where you laugh and scream, but one of those where you sit there hoping for the ride to be fucking over because you can’t stop screaming, crying and throwing up. You’re terrified. And the ride just won’t stop.
So, while I really do want to blog, I just can’t seem to find the time to actually read books while on that rollercoaster, juggling school, private life, social life and trying to maintain my health. Changing this blog into something else has been on my mind for a while now. I love a lot of things apart from books, such as fashion, tv shows and interior decorating. I don’t know if you guys would be up to reading any of that but at least then maybe I’d be able to actually post something.
While I’m sat here writing this post, listening to Christmas music, I should really be working on my field study presentation, or my bachelors essay or anything school related basically. I’m a busy gal who most of the time just wants to stay in bed and cry the day away. I’m trying to find that life spark again, but it’s damn hard. Sometimes I feel like just giving up.
Let me know what you guys would be up to! And know that I do appreciate the few of you who still visit this blog.
PS. What’s the weather like where you are? It’s snowing like crazy here and has been since Sunday.